Saturday, February 28, 2009

Still hanging in there..

Yes I am still doing ok.  Training spot on nutrition spot on most of the time.  It has been a trying few weeks.  Bailey keeps getting up a few times in the night and decides its play time so needless to say I am not getting alot of sleep at the moment and we all know what happens if you don't get enough sleep, things tend to slide, food being the first.  I am just so tired all the time and I am finding it hard to actually catch up on sleep.  I am feeling dead.  I am still training only missed 1 session last week and that was because I was up ALL night with Bailey, but it makes me think how much is too much.  Don't get me wrong I love training it makes me feel great and I can see the results and the diet is fine but I much can we push ourselves physically and mentally before we break.  I have only started to think about this the last few days after much sleep deprivation.  Sleep fixes everything or breaks everything.  That is why sometimes my nutrition is not spot on.  Not eating junk just not always eating what is on the plan or sometimes it can be missing meals.  I think 95% of the time I am doing ok.

Sent through my updated pics and according to Tony I am doing great so I guess no need to worry.  I am giving myself 12 weeks and I think I have 4 weeks to go.  After that I am on my own which is fine with me, I could only afford to do 12 weeks to kickstart me after having bubs.  At least I can fit into most of my old clothes.

Anyway I think I better go bubs has just gone down for a nap which means I want to try and get 30mins of zzzz's.

Monday, February 9, 2009

Going well

Things are going well.  I love having an online trainer who gives me different workouts each day it stops me having to figure out what I need to do.  I am getting stronger and can see a change in my body.  6 weeks down 6 weeks to go.  I have been good most of the time.  I am allowing myself a cheat meal once a week but i must admit we went to a bbq last weekend and I had 4 wines aswell but I am ok with this.

It is Jay's 2nd birthday on Thursday so we are having a party for him on Sunday.  Should be good but I have so much to organise!!

In regards to Bailey I think I am going to start him on rice cereal.  He is only 15 weeks old but is waking twice a night for a feed and just seems so hungry at night so will give him a little and his bottle before he goes to bed to see if that makes a difference.